Hey guys.. First of all, are you okey? actually I'm not sure where to start because there is a lot of things is going on right now and a lot things happen to me. Whatever it is I'm still feel blessed cause maybe I'm still able to breathing and alive. Just to mention before I wanna start to tell anything. Today (26 may 2021 at 12pm) is the day that we can register for vaccination and yaa I try.. Sadly, I'm not succeed. 

Okey fast forward today is 23th of July. So funny I did not end the story that I want to tell but yaa here we are today. I wish I can finished it today. Just in two months a lot things happened. Let me tell you that actually after the sad story that I tell in may end up with I got my first jab on 6 July at 6 pm which is unbelievable but that's true. At first I'm anxious and existed but it's great experience. After the jab, I'm just ok but so much hungry then after 36 hours I start to got chill and slightly fever. Just a different felling and now waiting for my next jab on 7th September.

Actually, currently I'm on my next phase of my life that starting on last month which I never aspect this but when god give you what you want you can't resist it right? but I'm not officially tell anyone about this but only few people know. Cause maybe I thought there are a lot going on in everyone life so I don't think this is the right time to share to the world. Hope one day when people know about this they not gonna blame me haha. It's not prefect but I just enjoy it.

Sometimes you never prepared for anything that happen in your life but we still gonna make it. Just stay and believe. Although, we question and wonder a lot but the hope make us alive. There were always up and down in me but I fight it every single day to prof that better day's are coming. I know everyone did too but either they did alone or they do together with people they trust. We always want for the things that we never had in life so that we can make changes but something we need to realize that it's not about what you don't have but it's something that you forgot to see that right in front of you.

I know this year are a lot for me. I hope I can tell more. Just one day I can look back how far I became or for some memory that always with me that I never let  go. In the end, I just hope everyone enjoy their moment cause you never know when is the next. Always have a good day. Till we meet again. Ciao~